SUMMER

My children have had a wonderful summer. They went to two different camps, saw there cousins a lot, watched fireworks. They went swimming, visited a nature park and the summer is not over. We buried granny this summer she was sick with als then died on July 1st. that was very hard. God has been are strength. She was a women of God and lived every day of her life to please him.  The zoo or camp next week and we still have to visit the mountains.

My very own

OK ,I am starting my own business, it is more confusing than I thought it would be just getting started. There is so much I have to do. I am getting frustrated. I have not even thought about taxes yet.  I hope it will be enough to allow me to stay home with my kids. To take care of my home better, and be there for my family. I do not need to be rich I just need to have enough to pay my bills and have money in the bank for emergencies.  To be able to run to the zoo or have a picnic with my kids every once in a while, would be nice to. I pray it works, as long as I pay my tithes, I know it will.  I do not want to work under someone else for the rest of my life.  I do not want to grow old and have to be a door greeter some where to make ends meet. I love my Family, I want to spend my life with them and never want them to be with out. I have a online business it will require my time every day but on my time and not someone else. I will be able to continue to write and finish the book I started on my time.  This will allow me to live my life and be the mother I always wanted to be.  I would rather spend my days with my kids around me than some where else around coworkers.

camp

Two of my kids went to junior camp this past week. They had a lot of fun. I missed them so much it is good to have them home. Started something new a couple of weeks ago I hope it turns out well.  My daughter goes to senior camp this week hope she has fun will miss her much.

life

I enjoy my children.

Something New

Trying out a new set up for my blog and posted some pictures for you.

He trys to leads us do we listen?

He leads me threw life.  Guiding my steps if I will only listen to him. I wanted more than anything for my children to know how to pray.  I believe pray changes things, my children come to me for prayer. The lord gently gave me a way to do this with out others knowing. Away he wanted me to live something he requires out of me daily.  I came across another problem only this was something to do with other children that wanted to come to church, With problems at there home and things I know they face and I do not want theses spirits attacking my home,or my children. I do want these kids to continue to come it is good for them and they love our church. The lord told me what to do he whispered stay on your knees. When ever I come across a problem in life God tells me just what to and every time it works he has never failed me.  When I see my temper rising in me or my attitud, or catch my self doing something. He whispers in my ear reminding me off his word and showing me and teaching me.  I find myself desiring to be more like my God and running from this wicked world. I do not want to dress like them or look like them,or go where they go.  I want to keep my self from the strong hold satan has on this world.  For God to keep my eyes open to what is going on around me.  Somethig beautiful has came from choosing to live for God. My daughter has a desire to dress modestly, not to wear reveling clothing like low cut shirts, or short skirts that do not cover her knees when she sits down. Not to have on a shirt that reveals her stomach when raising her hands her sleeves are just the right length as not to reveal her under arms when raising her arms. She has no desire to wear pants that reveal her bottom figures shape, like the shape of her bottom or her legs. Her hair is uncut and you can see the glow of God radiating from it. No make up on her face to change the appearance of it. The Egypt women have had an effect on this world for years and in many Church's it is prevalent. The Egyptian women who cut there hair out of rebellion for a sacrifice to one of there gods. Then sold there bodies to men. They rebelled against what God wanted them to dress like and look like and painted there faces in rebellion to the church and God. We all want to go to church but we want to still look like the world. We want to go to the same places then on Sunday act like he is our everything. Is he your every thing if he told you not to wear certain clothing would you. Have you ever been in church and felt God so strong and felt uncomfortable in what you were wearing. That is God, his way of showing you how he sees you.  Like Adam and Eve in the garden they were naked and not ashamed until they ate of the fruit. realizing they were naked. They sewed fig leaves together to cover them selves yet when God called out for them they hid from his voice. God then made coats of skin to cover there nakedness as if Adam and eve did not do a good enough job. Adam and Eve made aprons God made them coats. Next time you go to church try covering your self a little more make sure you are not reveling anything and see if when you feel God if you still feel uncomfortable in what you have on.