reaching for something new

Ever since I could remember I have wanted to write. I have wanted to feel important,to do something with my life. I had kids young and never stayed and finished school. My senior year I had my first child. Moved out when she was 2 months old and 2 years latter I had fell in love and had 2 more kids. Stayed at home with my kids as long as I could before turning back to work. Who ever would hire me, cashier,busboy,house keeping,daycare teacher. I'm tired, tired of leading this life the same life so many of us lead. I want to be at home with my children who are not getting any younger. I want to be able to really be involved in my church and write and make flower arrangements. I want to have money for my kids to know they will be ok when things are tight or when I die. I also love to read things I have written, I inspire my self and hope to one day be able to write and inspire so many people.